whenever there is a party, or I am going to the shop for necessity, I start worrying how much money will be expended today, I start counting on the rupees and paisa that will go in marketing. is this normal? I even keep brooding over my loss long after I come back home. sometimes I really get depressed though momentarily. I am also worried that my husband is wasting a lot of money on unecessary things. I cannot keep a check on everyone. How can I control these thoughts?