Since Dec 2014 I was put through 3 breakdowns and the 3rd I an hr later woke up to my home burning down. I lived with the abusive husband refusing to work and more mental and physical abuse living in my toyota truck. I chose the streets alone 5x over the abuse I finally recently ended this uncanny role of horriffic events with no family or help from others now in a DV shelter. Amazingly the whole time of this nightmare almost not an hr went by that I wasnt trying to achieve success and networking to top names via a 45$ track phone. In summary, I've been offered a studenship with Google and have incredible contacts and some great job offers unfortunely the jobs my ex destoyed for me. I was not asked to do the 13 interviews the 1% who do pass get accepted after if at all. I'm very smart and my next goal is Dept. X!
I pose the questions now, how has this all happened? I have the fear of never having a home again uneccessarily how can I relax and not worry? Is a mentor a good for me possibilty besides counseling? Where did I find the brain power, and finally, my entire life of trauma is so severe it has been diagnosed as that of a vietnam vet on SSI. I'm going to call google tomorrow any others words of wisdom please?