I am totally shattered with my husband's demise on the 8th of October. I have spent 26 years with him, and there has not been any task which I ever did alone. He was my friend, my moral support, and everything that I can name. This is not ok for me. I try to put up a strong face, but again I start crying at times, i don't want to let go of his memories, I want to feel he is around me, but I can't really communicate, it is really difficult, I feel like I am dying every moment. What do I do?