Recovery is a long drawn out, exhausting and complicated process. You may feel like you are getting nowhere or that your condition remains the same. But you have been fighting for so long. You are here, alive in this moment which goes to show just how tough you are. You have made it this far die to your fighting spirit and your resilience. Every small improvement is a victory. It helps to compare where to were, to where you are now. This lets you see your improvement. You are a fighter, and soon, it will be brighter. Just keep pushing.